ACKNOWLEDGEMENT - Set high standards for your inner self! - I saw some interest in the second visualization. She feels something, that won't let her rest. She would like to use it as a mark to measure herself against. She's looking for the negatives - or so I think, with my pessimistic approach. I take this as a sign of success. There are confusing, difficult circumstances, but I must accommodate those. I seek the most affective form of communication. Perhaps I never reach perfection (logically, at least). It could promote me, earn me respect. At the moment I'm in a negative field - anti-substance. I've made it into their conscious and that counts for something. I play on their curiosity, attempting to disguise my own.